the most critical moment is that, all people are boy-coating me, ignore my appearance...
i really don't know how to do, i think to end my life b4, but it is not worth at all by ending life without any contribution toward the society!!
I will graduate soon! And because of this, every course mates start to become selfish by not helping each other, while just pretending to see others' failure and they just hide behind others and gossiping about others people weakness as they think they are the best!!
Now, i start to realize that human will tends to behave selfish when a critical moments without giving a hand. and because of this, i start to feel that if my life keeps going on like this, not only i can't graduate, is my future road will be diminish into nothing and need to start all over and again!!
Anyway, because of this song- I Have A Dream dedicated for Daisaku Ikeda and his disciples around him. this song makes me feel like there is a tiny sparkling light in-front of me by guiding me to the future!! I start to believe my life always have hope!!
Thank You, Ikeda Sensei!
without your guidance, i think my life won't be so challenging!!
i will pay my gratitude by contributing all my spirit toward Kosen-rufu and the society!!
Best regard,
yaayuen
